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30+ ✦ white ✦ boygirlthing ✦ 2/1 INFP/INTP abomination ✦ OR, USaquarius☀️ taurus🌙 sagittarius⬆✨ SOFTEDGE IS MY BRAND ✨
plz don't bully me i'll cry and cum

💗 any pronouns OK!
💗 married to @gilllbear ♥💍
💗 dangerously gay!
💗 friendly and excitable!!
💗 voted most likely to trip over own ass!!!!

YES you may draw my ocs!
YES you may RT my work!
** NO** you may not repost, edit or QRT my work!

WARNING: EXTREMELY NSFW

✦ my identity! ✦

welcome to my 3-tier cakes of the self

✦ trans/enby / nonbinaryflux / boygirlthing

aegosexual / demisexual / x-sexual

✦ general interests ✦

art, photography, anime, nature, animals, video games, design, ocs and world building, cute things, mashups and remixes, all kinds of music, the occult, glitch and medical aesthetic, astrology, self discovery, dark humor, robots and ai, blood/guro, forensics science, spicy nsfw contentshit wrong with me fyi let's bond if you're chronically ill /silly

  • lupus/SLE

  • PMDD

  • POTS

  • trypophobia (honeycomb, bees nests, termite holes, lotus pods and skin grafts and stuff similar to them are the worst triggers)

  • trichotillomania

  • generalized anxiety

  • inattentive ADHD

  • maybe auADHD? who knows

  • dyscalculia

CHARACTER HATE FREE ZONE

i don't like or tolerate chara or ship hate, whether its my favs or in general!!

also this isn't EVERYTHING but stuff worth mentioning!

✦ fav characters ✦

💗 tohru adachi (p4)
💗 goro akechi (p5)
💗 izaya & shizuo (drrr!)
💗 eito aotsuki & takumi sumino (100line)
💗 henry (fe:a)
💗 zack (angels of death)
💗 belial, lobelia, sarunan, shao, nezahualpilli, every lesbian ever (gbf)
💗 ryo & akira (devilman)
💗 loki, grandmaster, dr. strange, iron man (marvel)
💗 taako, magnus, angus, edward & lydia (the adventure zone)
💗 haru (tsuritama)
💗 kuwagatatsuya (sb69)
💗 goro majima (yakuza)
💗 aomine daiki (knb)
💗 asriel, sans, mettaton, spamton, tenna (undertale/deltarune)
💗 9 & 12 (znt)
💗 saruhiko & misaki (k project)
💗 noiz & clear (dmmd)
💗 apollo, gumshoe, ema, datz, patches/kisegawa/owen (ace attorney)
💗 jyushimatsu & todomatsu (osmt)
💗 rin & len (vocaloid)
💗 castiel (spn)

✦ podcasts ✦

- the adventure zone ♡
- the truth
- caustic soda
- radiolab

✦ video games ✦

- persona (p4/p5 mainly) ♡
- hundred line: last defense academy ♡
- shuten order ♡
- ace attorney ♡
- angels of death ♡
- nier:automata ♡
- dangan ronpa (SDR2/V3 bias) ♡
- zero escape
- earthbound / mother 3
- splatoon ♡
- vocaloid
- undertale & deltarune ♡
- rhythm heaven
- fire emblem
- trauma center
- pokemon
- harvest moon/story of seasons
- animal crossing

✦ tv shows ✦

- csi: vegas/ny/miami/cyber ♡
- black mirror ♡
- house m.d ♡
- breaking bad
- supernatural
- it's always sunny in philadelphia ♡
- pushing daisies
- forensics files
- gravity falls ♡
- rick and morty ♡
- steven universe ♡
- star vs the forces of evil
- over the garden wall
- voltron (only s1 so far)
- bob's burgers
- south park

✦ anime ✦

- tsuritama ♡
- durarara! ♡
- baccano! ♡
- re:zero
- evangelion
- devilman (OG & crybaby)
- osomatsu-kun/san ♡
- show by rock!! ♡
- mob psycho 100 ♡
- psycho-pass
- mekakucity actors
- yuri on ice!!!
- zankyou no terror
- bananafish ♡
- tsurunde children
- kaiji/akagi
- full metal alchemist
- hunterxhunter
- nabari no ou
- ookiku furikabutte ♡
- kuroko no basuke ♡
- tokyo magnitude 8.0

✦ music ✦

- mother mother ♡
- deco*27 ♡
- vocaloid
- fleetwood mac
- starbomb / ninjasexparty
- AJJ ♡
- steam powered giraffe ♡
- POLYSICS
- childish gambino ♡
- lady gaga ♡
- mystery skulls
- frightened rabbit
- nickelback
- coldplay ♡
- marina and the diamonds ♡
- the decemberists
- the dear hunter
- the antlers

✦ movies ✦

- spiderman: into the spiderverse ♡♡♡
- anything wes andersen ♡
- let the right one in ♡
- scott pilgrim ♡
- get out ♡
- exmachina
- coco
- iron man
- metropolis ♡
- paprika ♡
- the girl who leapt through time ♡
- summer wars
- deadpool ♡
- thor: ragnarok ♡
- guardians of the galaxy 1&2
- black panther
- moana
- dr. strange ♡
- captain america
- iron man ♡

✦ read before following! ✦

-do not flirt i am a married thing. also do not be overly sexually jokey or mean jokey unless you know that is okay!-i am a VERY VOCAL incest/CSA survivor, please respect my stances on fiction vs. reality especially-i am very much proship/profic and fictional censorship is political, if you don't support that then we can't be friends-you may have seen me on osomatsu/blmatsu anti lists, maybe, and that's bc when fiction talk in the fandom turned into praising irl incest and making fun of it in irl instances i spoke up how that was fucked and got labeled an anti for ppl going too far... lolplease don't follow me or interact with me if you are a/an:
- minor (18+ only!)
- anti/fanpolice and/or believe fiction is a 1:1 reality
- supporter of character, ship, identity, kink or art hate! we dont play that here and im not about that life (joking is fine being a huge asshole is not)
- person who jokes and is insensitive to mental illness and disabilities
- racist, homophobe, transphobe, sexist, xenophobe, terf, radical feminist, trump supporter, etc. basic "i will not interact" criteria idk why you would be here but w/e there you go

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✦ contact methods ✦

deviantart ➟ alpacasovereign - inactive
furaffinity ➟ ali - inactive
switch FC ➟ SW-2672-2119-5708
gbf ID ➟ 17958519
discord ➟ ask!
email ➟ ask!

✦ FAQ ✦

Q: can i draw fanart of your ocs?
A: uhm, YES?! i would love to see what anyone draws of my ocs! please make sure to show me if you do!<3 i'll love and save it foreveR. (just no shipping my OCs with your own or anything like that please!)
Q: can i repost your work?
A: unless i have given you EXPLICIT PERMISSION, NO.
Q: can i use your art for an icon, banner, background, etc?
A: unless you are the one that commissioned it AND have asked permission to do so AND will credit me as the source, NO.
Q: can i use your ocs for RP and making twitter blogs and stuff?
A: NO. they are MY ocs and you cannot and should not be using them. please respect my and other artists wishes and NEVER DO THIS EVER.
Q: do you take requests?
A: no, i don't sorry!
Q: do you take commissions?
A: not anymore, only really reserved for special ppl like my wife and friends due to my irl health.
Q: i don't have money but i want to support you! how do i do that?
A: reposting, liking and sharing my stuff helps!
Q: i do have money, and i want to support you! how can i?
A: donate to my ko-fi i might even doodle you a thank you!
Q: can we be friends?
A: talk to me and lets see how it goes! i am very anxious and bad at socializing.
Q: can we ship and/or RP OCs?
A: sorry, reserved for my wife and very close ppl as RP/OCs is very very personal for me!
Q: i notice you don't talk to me much, does that mean you hate me?
A: no! i get tired from interaction and i'm really anti-social and withdrawn and only have energy for very very close people in my life. it's not you, it's me. try talking to me on a different day, you might have a better response!
Q: you said or did something that i didn't agree with, or that hurt me. what should i do?
A: if you're a friend/mutual (and you should have a good idea how close we are!) please feel free to talk to me in private! if we are not friends, and you expect to change my perspectives instead of understanding them, maybe you're better off softblocking, muting and/or blocking me entirely if I ever make you feel unsafe or hurt. that is never my intention but if you need to for your mental wellbeing, please do so. otherwise, let me know! I don't bite.
Q: can you tag X?
A: sorry, i really am inconsistent with personal tags, so i can't honor that request. i will try to tag things for friends but i can't tag specific things for everyone! and i am very, very forgetful.
Q: i have a question that isn't listed here!
A: then send me something through any of my contacts listed! I will be happy to answer any questions!